Withdrawals are the worst

psa: i’m just explaining what i’m going through

I drink hard liquor everyday and mostly the day after drinking i feel like i’ve lost brain cells or something like i have a lot of sensory problems.

Last night i was sweating pretty bad and waking up every hour and that’s how it is when i go to sleep drunk

I have these auditory hallucinations, i hear like a car is pulling up, or i would hear knocking at my front door, window when my bedroom door.

When i stop the liquor i feel like is if im going to have a seizure or when i lay down i feel like my head is about to fall through the bed.

I did go to the hospital last week because of it because i couldn’t even move or anything

My last drink was about 30 mins ago and yes it makes me feel better at the time but it’s not as bad as how it is when i stop cold turkey.

I always have to stay in my room i haven’t ate in so long and it’s hard to walk when i actually have to go out and do something

i’m 19 and i recently got a bunch of money and it made me drink every single day no breaks.

i’ve checked into a facility that i will be going to next weekend.

Thank you.