I want to drink before I see my boyfriend tomorrow, but I’m afraid he’ll taste the alcohol in my mouth when I kiss him, or smell it on my breath.

I don’t want to drink a lot to the point where I’m drunk, but just enough to be a little tipsy and loose for the night. He strictly will not drink, never has, never will, but I’m afraid he’ll be able to tell I was drinking and get mad, uncomfortable, or think of me poorly.