Perception of how people treat you drunk vs sober

When I’m sober I’m hyper vigilant of how people perceive me, and I tend to get dirty looks from strangers and people tend to talk down to me

But when I’m drinking, idk if it’s because I’m happier and people can sense it, but people seem way nicer and receptive to me when I’m drunk.

I wonder if maybe I’m too paranoid when I’m sober and when I loosen up with alcohol, I start to see maybe people were being nice to me but when I’m sober I thought they were being mean? Or is it when I’m drunk I’m just too euphoric to notice when people are giving me the cold shoulder?