Intense brain fog 4 days after drinking – extremely anxious

I got the drunkest I’ve ever been on Saturday night.

had two beers, a vodka cooler, two shots of rum, and a double vodka cranberry, and maybe one more vodka shot, can’t remember. on an empty belly. I didn’t black out. but I was near there, and also felt like I had to breathe manually at certain lows. It was a sordid affair.

My mind is utterly dull and sluggish now, and I can barely feel my skin. Concentration is busted. anhedonic. And I’ve got university classes to attend. I’m wondering how long this will take to recover from. because I might as well withdraw from my classes if I’m gonna be in this purgatory for months. I would be anxious too but i’m emotionally impoverished. can’t remember anything. can’t even send an email. I fucked up.

I am looking for reassurance from anyone who has a tough time recovering from alcohol. when will this fucken go away.