I just need to stop this!

I have an MA, I can make good money from my side Jop (if I am not drunk), I am trying to apply for a couple of PhD programs this summer (which I know I can make it). I just need a way to stop getting drunk so I can focus on my life. Right now I absolutely can’t even sleep without drinking. I drink more than a liter a day, really don’t know what to do!

I just want nothing but a stable life again! Please I need help! It’s getting nothing but worse!