Drunk off isopropyl

Unfortunately I have consumed two shots of 91% isopropyl alcohol this morning. I am not here to brag, just here for people to come to relate or possibly stop me from this madness. For background, I am 20 years old and have limited access to alcohol at the moment. And the fact that I resort to isopropyl is disgusting to me. I don’t know what to do and I’m terrified of next year when I’m 21 and I have access to liquor. But a part of me is excited. I’ve been drinking since about 14 on and off, but I’ve never stooped this low before. I know I’ll probably regret this post when I’m sober but I had to share with someone as I have no friends