I’ll try for a week

I want to try to don’t drink alcohol.. Wish me lucky. I’m a vodka bottle deep and hate it. Since 1 year I drink hart and an hafl of it I drink all by my self. Don’t dont go out and don’t want to face friends… I only would to be alone and drink vodka…. I hate it, that it is so easy and cheap. You only get fat but also you lose many longtime friends.