Does anyone else only drink when there is weed available?

I get this awful feeling of being out of control of myself whenever I get drunk and honestly Idk why I still drink. As a stoner by day I use weed like a life raft whenever I over do it on the alcohol however in doing so much of the normal joy I feel getting high is diminished when I essentially have to smoke to stay afloat and feel in control.

Am I alone in this?