Tolerance Too Hight

Hey y’all, been drinking with some friends tonight. I’ve had 4 shooters in a span of 30 minutes and 4 shots of shitty Costco “Canadian whiskey” my friend and his gf are both at the point of seeing double but all I’m getting is the usual warm fuzzy sensation and slight movement issues that you get from drinking. I’m 6’3″ and 225lbs. I have never “seen double”, forgot what happened during the night, or been blackout since the first time I drank. I know being blackout is not a great thing to attain, but I don’t understand why I can’t reach it. I don’t ever throw up or even get the reflex to do so. I also don’t get the memory issues from alcohol, and remember the night as normal. Last weekend I went camping and drank 11 Busch lights across 4 hours and was barely buzzed. I want to be truly inebriated to see what everyone’s talking about with being drunk, but I’m worried about getting alcohol poisoning. I’m 23 now and the first time I was 15. When I was 15 I drank with the goal of dying because I had depression then, but in all I drank 15-16 shots of vodka while playing counter-strike. Back then I blacked out and threw up all over the place, but I remember every moment of that night. So how can I see the truly impaired world everyone else is talking about(e.g. memory loss, double vision, stumbling over words)? Please dont take this post as a brag about high tolerance. I drink (on average) about once every other month with my friends and just want to understand what they’re talking about with double vision and not remembering the night. One weird thing I also want to point out is that no matter the substance inebriation feels the same. Weed and magic mushrooms only ever make me feel a little floaty and happy like alcohol. No hallucinations from the shrooms, and the same feeling in my head from both.

TL;DR: I have a ridiculously high tolerance, despite not drinking often. How can I experience the insane inebriation everybody else does from alcohol?