Quitting once and for all

So I’ve been drinking for about 23 years minus maybe one year here or there about a pint to a fifth a day I have a ton of benzos at my disposal and stopped drinking today and ate 40mg of Valium this morning (sounds like a lot, but I’ve been using them too) and I’m just wondering whether it’s a good idea to get a small amount of alcohol or a larger bottle and give it to my significant other to keep away from me give so maybe when I’m going through the first few days like one or two drinks so I don’t have seizures or anything.

Bad idea/good idea?

I’ve heard of people having success with this, because I can’t just grab a bottle right now and not dive into it, well I could but that would defeat the purpose.

Or should I just stick with the Valium for a week or so and then try to quit that slowly like in the Ashton manual?