Just want opinions.

25, Male, a tad overweight, Eat regularly or actually eat too often (haha). I started drinking about 4-5 years ago and it turned into a every night thing. Mainly because it just shuts my mind off before bed to sleep. I function throughout the day just fine, usually only have about 3-8 if i’m going to drink or maybe before bed i’ll just take a swig out of my crown apple (only liqour I drink). Weekends I may have a few more but not ever really blackout. Started thinking about drinking less or maybe just on the weekends and came across all the severe things that can happen to people and now that scares the shit out of me. What’s the chances of me winding up in the hospital? i’m 100% going to have trouble sleeping and probably anxiety/panic but i’ve had that forever. My mind has convinced me i’m going to have serious issues