Advice please

Advice

Advice please

I’m an Irish 16 year old and i have been drinking since 13, I live in a rural area where even very underage drinking is looked at as a bit of fun and normal,Here is my problem once I start drinking I cannot stop and drink till I am blackout drunk or at the very least close to it, I always take it to far, for example friday just gone I was going out to the pub with couple of mates and at pre drinks while everybody else was sipping on there first drink of the night light beers etc, I was drinking jagermeister straight from the bottle and chasing it with Heineken (not acting like this is anyway impressive or crazy just giving example) I continued this drinking once I got to the pub. obviously this ended up with me waking up not even under the covers of my bed still wearing the clothes I wore going out covered in piss, yes I had pissed myself with absolutely no recollection of the night before and a terribly chipped front tooth (still haven’t figured out how yet) This is how I carry on nearly every weekend and could tell you story’s upon stories like these, but I need to change but i don’t want to stop drinking, stopping alcohol is all fine and dandy till Saturday night comes around and your wondering what your missing out on. Being this way has fucked up many things for me And it’s become such a regular thing my reputation is in the sewer. I don’t mean to get as drunk as I do but I just drink and drink and drink And I’m finally after being this way since the age of 15 am I recognising it as a problem.