Advice

I (22F) have drank every night for almost 2 weeks straight and I feel like it’s becoming a problem but I can’t stop. Currently fighting with myself to not have a drink tonight but it’s not just one drink it’s usually 3-4 shots of vodka mixed with something. I didn’t drink rarely at all before this but I guess I have self-destructive behaviors and I think I need to stop but I don’t know how. It’s an addictive feeling. I feel happier when I’m drunk. I do notice I’m developing some appetite problems now and I feel like shit during the day but don’t really get hungover.