Messed up… here we go

So, have one more year on probation for misdemeanor public intoxication. Got some real bad news last week and drank. “They” know so according to my attorney a warrant will be issued. I said I’d go to rehab for however long, which of course is positive. But apparently it won’t account for much meaning it looks like I will have to do jail time too. I’m just really upset of course. I know I did this and understand consequences. However I “feel” like my future is black and I am extremely depressed. No one has to say anything. It’s just late here and I’m using this as a journal more or less. Anyone who is a praying person, please 🙏🏻 for me. Thanks.