Recovering (hopefully) and question

I have managed to improve my situation from my last post by a lot, its been 5 days since i had a drink (before that i was a 2 weeks clean) at the moment i don’t feel able to cold turkey and put a full on holt but instead of trying to stop outright, I have tried to take longer steps with alcohol and going to try for a month.

Still the urge is unbearable but atleast workable and i have a constant taste of wine in my mouth.

I am worried that i’ll never be able to drink casually again. I am worried ill go back into the cycle of needed to drink constantly. How long do i need to be sober to start drinking (softly) again?