drinking

hey i have been drinking often as i’ve said before in another post still haven’t stopped. but this has only happened twice as in 2nd time right now but my fingers are getting slightly numb. i know i need to stop because its every night and i want to know if my fingers going numb is a bad sign. i’ve already had a bad liver since i was in 7th grade (i didn’t start drinking until i was 18 now im 21) but i just want to know if i should be worried about this even though its happened twice. i need to quit drinking in all but its hard. before drinking i smoked every night until a horrid panic attack and i know at some point it’ll happen worse with alcohol but i need to know if this finger numbing has happened to anyone else or i should be worried.