22f. Reached peak divorced dad. Don’t know what to do now

divorced at 22. he left me for a dude (long story). now I sit here, Staind “It’s Been Awhile” acoustic performance playing, 5th coors banquet tallboy in hand. Where does my life go from here? It’s been 5 months. I don’t even miss him. It’s just habit at this point. I killed a bottle of jack this week in like 3 days. Is this my life permanently? What else could I drink to truly enhance my new life as a divorced woman divorced dad hybrid?