Alcohol just isn’t that good, how can I make it good?

Hey everyone, pretty much whenever I drink on social occasions I have 4-10 drinks, and I notice my vision just feels almost like it’s not smooth like normal like it’s more jittery kinda, I feel a bit more silly and maybe stumble around a bit but it really just feels like placebo, and it feels like im just acting that way because I’ve been drinking, I get no euphoria or body high, and I usually just feel sick or uncomfortable sometimes. I see everyone talking about how good it is and all the euphoria/buzz you get from it and I don’t know anything that doesn’t enjoy it. Which is why I’m confused, I’ve never gotten to the point of blackout I always pretty much stayed pretty much in control, – I want to feel what everyone is describing should I try drinking more or what. Thanks