Drank too much once or twice and now all alcohol makes me nauseous. Is this permanent?

I don’t drink often, but – first time getting drunk, got absolutely wasted on wine. From then on, if I try to drink wine I have to hold back throwing up. Second time getting drunk had way too much vodka and sake, the next time I tried to drink a single shot of vodka I immediately threw up and I haven’t tried since. This was like…..almost a year ago now, and I tried to drink some wine tonight, just a reasonable amount, and I had to fight so fucking hard not to vomit. Did I fuck up alcohol for myself forever? I know my limits now lol but I just can’t stomach it. Can I fix this, or do I just have a physiological aversion now? 😭