I wan’t to drink

Okay so 8-9 months ago is when I started having my first drinks, I loved it and drank until I nearly blacked out at a family gathering, threw up in the toilet.

After that my body has been rejecting alcohol, I mean i can’t even smell hard alcohol without gagging or even sip beer now and obviously that makes going out a lot more boring.

Anyone know how I can start drinking?

(If this question isn’t fitting of the subreddit where could I ask this?)