I don’t feel drunk until I black out.

Since i started drinking at 14, i have had this issue where i do not feel drunk enough until i am blacked out. i just keep drinking and drinking, because i genuinely feel nothing. for context, i am a 5’3 100 lb female, who definitely should not take this much to get drunk.

i’m not sure if this is a dumb post? i just really needed to know if anyone understands.