So I got severely drunk for probably the first time due to my impulses getting the better of me

So yesterday I went on my first ever binge drinking spree at 24 years old weighing 85 kgs starting with two glasses of red wine at a local bar and I ended up buying this rum that was 500 ml and 35% alcohol spiced rum link to rum that I bought which I consumed fully shortly after and as for some background information I have autism/aspergers syndrome ADHD and I have a history of severe depression and anxiety due to emotional abuse during childhood. And my motor skills that are already not very good became significantly worse to the point of dropping my phone on the ground when trying to use it cracking the screen and now I have to send it in for repairs after the holiday season is over. And yes I experienced difficulty walking stumbling like a zombie my speech was slurred and I have already vomited several times including on the bus home.

Normally I would not drink anywhere near that much which was the equivalent of about 13 glasses of alcohol and I would say I rarely drink much if at all but I guess my impulses got the better of me which is rather common but it usually manifests as impulse buying junk food at the Swedish fast food chain Max rather than binge drinking tons of alcohol due to the higher relative cost and I am well aware of addiction to it which I have heard horror stories about and how it can ruin peoples lives .

I should probably stay away from drinking alcohol due to the risk factors because of my existing health conditions and I am very much not doing this again