Anyone else has drinking alone as their sole hobby?

This isn’t making me sad anymore. It’s funny and grotesque at the same time, but I spend most of my free time just drinking, and going to the shop to buy again once I’ve emptied everything. Of course, while drinking I’ll listen to music, watch movies or play video games, but genuinely that’s the only thing I do daily.

I’ve given up cleaning my flat, given up showering everyday and looking polished and what not cause where I live if you’re looking “too clean” and “fancy” you just get annoyed by people trying to pick fights, stare, rob you and what not.

Now that I just look like someone who spent 1 week under a bridge I find life surprisingly so chill. Noone stares at me. People avoid me. So I both feel safer, and less bored.

Anyone else?