Relapse

So I relapsed after a month of being sober. I drank every day for about 2 weeks, consuming about 8 shots and beers recently. Today, I woke up feeling terrible, really bad anxiety, so I went to the ER. They said I was having withdrawals. Anyway, they gave me 50 mg of Librium, and I feel better, especially regarding the anxiety. But I’m a little worried if I’ll feel this way again tomorrow since I won’t be able to get more of the pills until later that day. Do you think I’ll be fine? Another sad thing is I can’t call anyone today to ask, but I don’t know if I can take my blood pressure meds with Librium. If it helps, the med is called guanfacine. 😭 i swear i feel so worthless i was crying too cause im so disappointed in myself cause i was doing good and feeling well and i threw it away cause i thought this time i could manage my drinking 😭😭