Absolutely no euphoria, buzz or happiness?

I’ve been experimenting with alcohol lately, trying to see my tolerance and how I respond to it. Today I had 3 shots of vodka in the space of 10 mins along with my breakfast. It literally does nothing for me mentally except make me less anxious (I was still experiencing some social anxiety) with generally blunting my awareness of everything around me and making me sleepy, less overstimulated, slower mentally (despite being fully articulate and able to do mental maths) and more relaxed but not fully.

I know everyone responds differently but I’m wandering if with any larger amount of alcohol I could even get to the point of enjoying my experience tipsy.

So far the physical symptoms at 3 shots far negatively outweigh the only benefit which is really not overthinking as much, and I can’t imagine myself craving it again. I’m literally underweight and this is my second drink ever after yesterday (lol) The high I feel on half a cup of coffee is so much more potent. For more context I also have inattentive ADHD, depression and anxiety which I’m suspecting could be behind this with wierd neurochemistry. Thanks for any responses