I’ve got a problem man

I’ve been drinking since I was 16. I’m 21 now for abt 2 months (in the US lmao), and I’ve drank every single day for abt 4,5,6-idk months now. Not getting fucked up every single time, but there was abt a week or two (can’t exactly remember 🤠🔫) that i was drinking a LOT of vodka. Like a big bottle was gone in a day or day and a half and i would drink(ish) while at work and driving. I felt like ACTUAL shit ALL THE TIME and called into work abt 9 times. Called it a “weak immune system”. My face is getting chubby and I’m getting a beer belly. Anyways, for the past week or two I’ve only had like 4 Monaco’s at night. I been stressing about me being an alcoholic. Especially with a boyfriend of 4 1/2 years who had an alcoholic dad who really fucked him up and he now has a problem with substances. It’s MUCH better than it used to be, but Ik it bothers him without him saying anything. Could be because it bothers me too but I can’t help myself. Anyways. Lmk. Thankyou friends.