Seeking advice on binge

Thank you for your advice and feedback to my previous post here: https://www.reddit.com/r/alcohol/s/83LZrbjQzW! I’ve changed my previous plan to this instead and want to know what you think. I still want to feel as high as possible from rapid and intense intoxication and get drunk out of my mind, so I’m planning to chug 4 shots of high-quality vodka mixed with diet soda instead. That might result in a 0.19 BAC. Please let me know if this would lead to vomiting or would be too dangerous. FYI, I’m a 110-115-pound woman with low tolerance and little drinking experience, and I’m planning to do all the drinking alone at home.

I also am thinking of going on a week-along alcohol bender alone at home where I vary the BAC from 0.05 to 0.19 but am legally drunk for most of my waking hours. Would I suffer from withdrawal at the end of the week when I (maybe forever) quit alcohol? Would I do any long-term damage to my mental or physical health? Is there any other risk I need to know about?