recently 21 and can’t find anything i like

Hello! i recently turned 21 a few weeks ago and since then ive been trying alcohol and all of it has been too disgusting for me to take more than a few sips of! I’ve had margaritas, vodka seltzers, lemon drops, and red wine. Its all been either too sugary (which makes me nauseous) or so bitter it tastes like medicine (which also makes me nauseous. I know im a picky eater but i didnt realize this would leak over into the alcohol! I just want to relax for once in the my life but nothing i try works! any suggestions?