Worst hangxiety of my life

As a light weight who usually does like 2 shots everytime, it’s not shocking that 10+ shots fucking ENDED me. Oh god. I remember rolling on the floor and hyperventilating and then getting up and laughing about it. It was just me and my friend and usually i’m the sober one or we’re both pretty wasted together but she was sober and I had not been that drunk in years. My friend literally had to leave to calm down herself down. Pretty sure I confessed every problem in my life and then repeatedly begged to be normal while sobbing more on the floor. And her parents even came over just to check on me. Now i’m looking back at the texts I sent and oh god. I am never living this down. And I am never drinking again 💀