Born to die

It hurts so much to know the feeling of love is just made for us to mate and make another human being. Every bit we spent working is a bit of time we waste. Our time is so limited in the grand sceme of things. We will Change nothing and never be anything important. Our existance is a chemical coincidence that lead to us trying to prolong that chemical coincidence by creating more of us. Why are we nothing. Why do we have only 1 chance. I wish the universe never existed. Im so affraid of the unknown. Why did i have to be born