Alcoholic guilt

I really don’t do anything that bad but after I drink I go into a horrible depression where I feel like the scum of the earth almost like I’ve killed someone does anyone else feel this way after drinking even though you know you behaved? I really don’t even do nothing been told I fall asleep or slurred too much and that it but then I feel like it’s the worst thing in the world people around me act like it’s the worst thing in the world when in the past I used to get into fights and run around naked I changed my set of people and they mad at me for slurring or falling asleep I really did nothing else. I dont understand this.