i typically drink 2 four lokos every day

for a couple months now i’ve somehow managed to drink at least 2 four lokos (13.9%) every day with the exception of maybe a day. i don’t know how i haven’t gone broke but i usually spend my mornings trying to figure out what happened the night before and drink the hangover away. i usually will have finished a four loko before 11 am. i know im killing myself but im 100% addicted and can’t bring myself to stop. just how bad is this ? am i likely to get diabetes down the line or just go out to liver failure ? i dont know how long i will keep this up (especially bc im running out of money fast) but i dont like the direction its heading and have a feeling it will end badly. i’ve lost my job and most of my friends already at this point.