I’m alone

I know alcohol is a depressant, so I don’t know why I make myself suffer when I have no one to talk to. I feel like shit and drink even more when I feel alone, as if that’s going to help. I’m clear in the head right now but I feel lonely, so I know I’ll end up drinking even more on already depressed emotions. What can I do to prevent spiraling? (I don’t wanna sleep yet and I’ve already tried video games)