What Do I Do

Was drinking a lot with buddy’s the other night after a graduation party it was the 5th night out of the week. I faceplanted out a hot tub and smashed my teeth I destroyed the tooth all the way up to the nerve had to get emergency root canal and the aesthetics won’t be fixed till late July I really don’t know what to do I feel like drinking has ruined my summer but at the same time what would I be doing without it?