I’ve never been drunk before but want to?

5’9 325lb woman and I want to try drinking and at least know what it feels like when I’m tipsy? I’ve always had a fear of being drunk and not being in complete control of what I say or do because that’s the impression I get from like shows movies etc and I don’t know how much truth there is to that. So I’m trying to get over that. Feels silly trying to figure this out at 26. But anyways, if I have a bottle of wine, how quickly or slowly should I generally drink? Is it better to get it down or space it out? Is that more than enough for someone my size?