teenage alcoholic

(17m) Hi, i’m afraid I can’t stop drinking and i’m drinking rn as we speak, i like to drink because it makes me mellow and sociable when in real life i’m stressed and an introvert, it basically changes me in the person i want to be with extra added euphoria, weed certainly didn’t make me like this, i find alcohol to have a higher risk potential for addiction, i’m not addicted as of rn because i’m not in withdrawals but i think about it everyday it’s scary because if i continue like this surely i will become addicted to it, any suggestions??? i would appreciate it