is it weird that i love being drunk?

i just turned 17 and i fucking love being drunk. and i don’t like just being buzzed, i love being dizzy drunk where i don’t care about anything that i do or say to anyone.

i was talking to my parents and they were saying how being drunk ruins the whole night but to me it makes my night. i will never willingly drink alcohol without the intent of getting drunk, it’s disgusting and it makes me gag so at least i wanna get something out of it. is that weird?