Jaundice or lack of sleep

I was wondering if this looked like jaundice or just lack of sleep from withdrawals. Either way today is day 1 for me on my sober journey. Been drinking for 18 years heavily for the past 5-7. I’ve tried countless times to stop. 2023 doctor told me I have fatty liver and needed to stop. I think I stopped for 10 days. Now I hate where I’m at. Liver pain. Weakness in legs. I’m also a hypochondriac which is a dumb cycle cause I drink to get rid of anxiety then constantly worry about my health.