Took 25mg of Librium 5 1/2 hours ago, anxiety attack is tempting me to crack open a 10% beer right now

Would I be okay? Took a 25mg 5 1/2 hours ago, yesterday at 9pm, and before yesterday at 9am and 7pm. So I’m not sure if it stacked in my system. I’m having a severe meltdown and non stop anxiety over a huge phobia-ocd situation in my apartment right now which has caused a lot of my binge episodes and I can’t seem to get rid of the problem. I’d drink every night to not think of it, to the point where it got so bad I landed in the hospital(not my first time), where I got my Librium.

My friend said she can come over tomorrow and help inspect the problem (though I’m not sure what she can do about it as it’s a massive infestation of roaches + grains mites and now I had a weird bug sack fall out of a vent which is a apt complex problem) but I literally can’t function and I’m hyperventilating and crying. I just want maybe half the can. I wanted to clean my apartment because that makes me feel better, and I let it go pretty bad during my last binge.

I don’t know what to do I’m so distraught all I can think about is the bugs going into my nose, mouth or ears, or traveling on my clothing to my bedroom or my makeup products in the bathroom, that’s all I can think about. I can’t take it, I really need a drink!