Further advice

2 months back I asked here that for me being a first timer will 180 ml old monk suffice , mostly got no, so I bought 375ml old monk, tasted a sip it was bad , I mean shitty, so I just sipped it in 2 or 3 sios neat on empty stomach after 5 min passed out woke up almost after 10 hrs, nit ginna tell further details, now this time I wanna do it with old monk coffee, is it better in taste, also tight on budget so how much neat on empty stomach to drink to get drunk enough to not able to stand bht I don’t want to completely pass out.