Love hate relationship with alcohol 😭

Hello fellow drunkens

I’m 17F 5ft1 55kg. So yk IM SMALL 😭😭😭 like pic 1.

Yesterday I was at a friend’s house for fun did her nails etc. And we had a chill drink. I drank: 2 buzz balls. 1 lime margarita, 1 strawberry margarita. Each ball is 13.5% it’s a mix of vodka and tequila. And 2 west coast coolers each have 4%

Yea babes those buzz balls killed me. It was 200ml? 250? And it was just like a giantanic shot 😭 it was pure alcohol.

Pic 2 is the outcome 😭😭

Everytime I drink I always throw up. Even tho I eat. Yesterday at 11am I had cheese string and a cookie. 1pm I had rice chicken and brocoli. 5pm I had spaghetti bolognase. I drank a litre of water too throughout the day.

Why do I always get sick? Does anyone have any advice to prevent it? 😭 it’s always while I’m asleep the alcohol still hits and I end up vomiting at 4am until 10am HELP MEEEE