Very nervous to go to the bar

A few months ago I was at a bar with some friends and I’m 95% sure that somebody put something in my drink. It must have been either the bartender who made my drink with his back to me or somebody else that was just sneaky (never left my drink unattended or out of sight, the bar wasn’t that crowded). I ended up vomiting right before I completely passed out and eventually felt okay.

Anyway I’m going out with my boyfriend to a (different lol) bar with some friends and I want to have a good time but I’m really really nervous. I feel like I’m going to be on edge the whole night and I just hate that I’m scared to go out with my friends. This is just a vent post to get my feelings out :/ thanks for reading