Need an alcohol that doesn’t taste like rubbing alcohol

I want to get drunk like not buzzed but actually drunk I hardly ever drink. I absolutely hate the taste and smell of alcohol, I’ve heard of alcohol that tastes like juice. I like wine but I need something stronger besides the basic hard liquors. Does anybody have any suggestions? Need some help my dad is an alcoholic he drank everything straight, and I don’t talk to my mom so drop some #advice pretty please