Why cant live always be like when you’re drunk?

Why cant live always be like when you’re drunk

Lately i’ve been drinking too much honestly but every time im drunk, life just feels sooo much better. My social awkwardness fades, all my stress fades and yet il still functioning like i should be (when i dont drink too much). Why cant life be always like that. If alcohol wouldnt have such bad consequences, i would drink it 24/7 but i know better than that and have responsibilities to uphold. But every weekend just feels so much better like that

I know its bc of the forceful release of dopamine but still the question remains.

I just want my life to be as joyful and happy as when im drunk like that.

Why cant it be?