What the fuck is going on⁉️

I recently drank alcohol and went a little overboard I ended out puking about 4 times in my sleep and blacked out possibly (woke up sleeping on the floor) and ever since that day (it’s been a month) I can’t even smell alcohol without gagging and getting nauseous I tried drinking and my body ejects it and refuses to swallow it. What do I do to be able to somewhat be able to digest some of it ⁉️🌳