Alcohol and me

Hi guys. I drink a lot every day. Sure trying to quit, BUT. I started drinking 1 year ago. Before that I was very depressed. As I started drinking I’m so happy. I hear people saying how amazing it is to quit drinking etc. but I was depressed even when I wasn’t drinking! That doesn’t motivate me to quit drinking because I know what my sober life is like. It was super boring. So. Can somebody convince me and prove that it’s worth to quit drinking. I’ve tried 10 different therapists. Bullshit. I know more about life they they do. I tried new activities. Bullshit. I still feel empty inside. I would really appreciate some opinions thanks a lot.