I tore my liver and went to the pub

I was in a car accident 1 days ago and have torn tissue and cartilage in the liver and my ribs with concussion and steering wheel to the eyeball.

Went to the pub just now and drank a lot of drinks and smoked a pack of cigs. I only smoke socially. Straight after I got discharged.

My sides are starting to ache in absolute agony despite being on oxy for the crash. My discharge letter said very high levels on the liver function test.

I hate how addicted I am to this drug. I’ve lost my car, almost my life multiple times, and the love of my life to it. She couldn’t take it and I don’t blame her.

I’ve tried every drug you can think of and I don’t do any regularly. But alcohol is destroying my life.