Alcohol tolerence question

So I had a short period of me getting drunk every other day maybe lasted a month after that I slowed down to every couple days for a couple weeks my tolerence got up there to where I’d drunk a shitton and still never got that energetic very sociable and just the great feeling I used to get when I first started. But because I was worried about my drinking for obvious reasons I quit for 6 months. Decided I’ll get drunk again and still I can get drunk to the face and it barely helps my anxiety barely makes me sociable. Idk have any of you who drank large quantities is a small amount of time relate? I’m just curious does some tolerance stay with you for life? Because for anything else 6 months would completely go back to the way it used to be. Most of yall probably drink like a normal person but if anyone out there is like me I’m curious and like to hear from them.