should i be concerned?

when i drink i get strong urges to keep drinking and it’s hard to stop but only once i’ve had a drink otherwise i don’t get urges very often

i drank for the first time in a few months yesterday and couldnt stop wanting/needing more. i used to only really ever drink to cope but was never a full blown alcoholic or anything

i googled if it’s normal because no one else with me last night seemed to have this issue and it came up with alcoholism advice and helplines

do i have a problem with alcohol or maybe the start of one?

thank you 🙂