Playing with fire

Spent a good hundred days sober before I had a first relapse, but still passed outpatient tests. Relapsed twice a couple times since and still passed. I truly do hate my ability to do calculations, because I was sold on a life of sobriety. My last week involved 8 shooters Thursday, 8 shooters Friday, and 7 on Sunday. Took a UA today on Wednesday at exactly 11:46am. Don’t care if I tested positive but what do you all think I test. I’ll reply with results if anything gets brought up